My thoughts and mood

从来我就对自己缺乏自信，往往都要靠考试成绩，一些外来的因素来肯定自己。
所以当我开始接触一样新的东西，就会打回原形，一直怀疑自己可以吗……

我喜欢唱歌，我喜欢成为餐厅歌手，可是我有实力吗？
所以我要借助外来的赞扬，别人的肯定，来安慰自己。

这几个月来，我一直一直认为自己进步了，终于过了一个瓶颈（不知道会有多少个瓶颈），可是往往有些人的有些话，很刺耳。我不在意，因为不是针对我（针对我的才不会当面对我说），可是真的很刺耳。

怎么样判断当晚的素质很差？
一个歌手不好，当晚就是素质很差……
不然，干脆点，那个餐厅的歌手没有一个是可以的。每一次听到这句话，就……很想很想问问，我有差到不可以的地步吗？？？
这些话，不是那些五音不全，不会唱歌的人说的。有经验嘛，我们哪敢不受教？有名有位，我们哪敢不去指教？

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慢慢慢慢发现，在mori 唱歌，有一份自在感，有一份享受，少了商业化。
在那里，敢唱第一次唱的歌，敢唱冷门的歌，敢敢接受掌声。
在那里，感觉掌声是真诚的，是发自内心的赞赏而给与的奖励。
在那里，朋友听我唱歌，他们喜欢我唱歌，我永远记得他们讲过的话。虽然有些很夸张，说唱傻瓜比去astro的唱得好，可以去参加歌唱比赛，好听等……

那些朋友，不是什么音乐制作人，不是歌手，不是专业音乐老师， 他们是我的朋友！

有些东西就是想写下来，谢谢那些一直在我身边支持，关心我的朋友们，我说的是你们，还有曾经赞扬过的朋友，不管是真的或假的，我照单全收。还要谢谢一个歌手，谢谢她带我进入这个领域，最重要的是，她并不吝啬她的赞美，以她专业的身份来赞美一个人。

Fish Spa, relaxing?

Yesterday 2 friends and I went to this 'Relax Fish Spa' at Tesco, which is the cheapest one we can find in Melaka. I have been looking for this things over some times, bcoz Singaporeans keep on advertising the spa~

20 mins-- RM12
30 mins-- RM18
It is cheap compare with other stalls and other types of spa~

Okie, guess you all will ask: issit painful? how do you feel? what and how this spa is going to work?
Haha... hundreds of this type of fishes, i dunno what's their name, suck off your dead skin and cells, but only for foot~

It is painless, but super super ............ geli~~~~~ ARHhhhh...
For the 1st 10 mins, It had been the one of the longest 10 mins in my life... I kept holding my shirt tightly to reduce the itchiness. Maybe i m over toxic, so many many of them kept stick on both of my foots.

However, after 10 mins, i started to get used to it... started to feel erm...quite comfortable~~
It was like using living OSIM but not electronic OSIM to massage your foots.


So, highly recommended! Bring your whole family or partner go, try and experience it!


Btw, my photos are copyright! It doesn't mean my photos are famous, juz wanna say, please dun simply copy others' photos without their permission! A serious offense!

A stronger gal in me

I'm gonna love myself more than anyone else......
I'm gonna be my own best friend,
Stay with me till the end,
won't lose myself again,......
A stronger woman in me.
*******copy from lyric of Stronger Woman from Jewel*******

So true and so real, every female members, from little gal, younger lady to woman, should listen to Jewel, she is singing out the way a woman should be.



I'm also one of the stronger...... stronger gal....not woman....hehehe....

I have posted lyrics together with the song, so read my blog together with the song ya~~